Walk On Wat- Grass… Otherwise You Will Be In The Water Which You Could Drown In.

Please?

Shit fucking happens. How fucking retarded is that. Shit Happens. Your birth fucking happend. To me that was shit. Fucking go die. Better yet. Kill me. Then I don’t have to go on thinking like a fucking depressing dick.

Self Harm. How about fuck off.  No it doesn’t fucking work. How next time anyone feels to need to hurt them selves they stop. Think about what it does to the people who love you. Better yet. Stop thinking about your own god damn problems and maybe think, “oh, maybe something is wrong and maybe if i dont help they might turn out like a fucking shitface like me” Yeah?

Oh also, find out what the meaning of “Friend” is.   Friend isn’t someone who ditches their “Friends” just because they change slightly. All though what shits on the meaning it’s self is the fact that they go and ignore them, then go and talk about how they really need to bitch about them. Oh yeah, cause that comment isn’t going to get out. Infact, for you, if you know who you are, which tbh you don’t cause your probably too busy fucking your boyfirend to notice, try being nice for once. Think about other people.

FREEKING REALISE WHAT YOU DO HURTS PEOPLE.  not just the one you do it to. but also me.  I care about people, and when you go and make them upset, i get fucking upset. Maybe the fact that what you do effects me in a way that makes me want to cut my self. Yeah? Think about that. I havent. But i seriously felt like i wanted to slit those fucking wrists.

Shit happens. Yeah? YOU FUCKING HAPPENED.

Screw you.

 making life more tolerable

Random day much?

Pretty shit really, normal school day, nothing interesting…  like… physics, tech, english, maths, history and ICT. thats like…
Okay.
Piss easy mucking around on the computers.
Meh : (
Urgghh : (
Whoop Interesting!
Haha piss take.

Yeah thats how i describe my lessons.
Tech like usual is basically a free period, i just spent the whole time talking and trying to find a working proxy so i could show my friends the pictures on here which are blocked because they are hosted on Photobucket.
History, yeah it is interesting! I love ittt! Plus we’re doing stalingrad and “The Great Patriotic War” Russians were amazing. Gotta love em for being so damn cool, even if Stalin was a nut case. Sure he killed millions of people, but he made Russia a super power so i think that makes it alright. Where as, Hitler killed Jews(…) and did nothing good really. So he can go die in a hole somewhere… Again.
ICT… much like tech, I do nothing except play on the computers. And today, I ended up colouring my nails black (emo fag) and accidently making 2 more scratches on my arm which look suspiciously like i’ve been cutting my self, but I havent, I just scraped them by accident. Okay?

Yeah, School sucks but then I was in town, waiting for my dear bussywus. When my yummy girlfriend walked pasty and I bounded up to her all happy like : )

Uhm yeah, she be bad moodage and i don’t know why so like no words spokens and she walked off : ( I be an unhappy bean but pfft it happens. *cutty*

Emo fag pictures!

I know i look well bad in that picture but shuuush it doesn’t count : ]

Yeah i’m pretty bored now, if I get much more bored I may add something else but this here is my post for today!

Byes!
xxxxx

Or something?

Yeah, this is a tad late but shush… I’m awesome so it doesn’t matter.

Well on tuesday, my hair was looking amazing, then I got on my bus to school, then by the end of the bus journey my hair.. looked… shocking. 3 quaters of a can of hair spray was, i’m going with wasted, wasted on my hair. It wasn’t good. Not at all…

But we must all thank Brett, as it was him who got his hands on me and the hair spray. I’m never letting that happen again. School was just bad… First period i wasn’t allowed into the room until it was sorted, so I had to stick my head under a tap to try and flatten it all down… It looked so bad… I got so pissed off it was funny but nevermind : )

Luckily for me, at lunch i went to my friendlings house and washed my hair properly. THANK GOD! So then i had extra yummy hair cause I hadn’t had a whole day of my lovely hair getting bad! Man that was a crazy day, but thats pretty much all i wanna say. I just thought you might wanna know : )

Love to all.

I know he’s there…

Hmm.. razor blade anyone?

Nah, not really depressed. I just like the song… I think. I suppose I could be depressive if i wanted to, but i don’t really feel like it to be quite honest. Which is a good thing. Although I am right on the edge, as I am currently trying to prove to my dear friend that I am only useful for one thing. Which shan’t be spoken about because i expect you will automatically say something along the lines of, “But Matt, your good for sexual activities as well!” Then if you are really lucky you may even add, “I mean, I would know, I am THAT lucky to be blessed by him!”
So to be honest it is to much effort to explain it although it may well have taken less time than it has to write this out. Hmm. Ah well.

Last night, I was forced to go to Quasar, to help with fundraising for my dear sister to go to Ghana in the summer. Quasar, that cool game where you run around shooting each other with lazers, has suddenly lost it’s appeal to me, you tend to realise that once you’ve played it with a load of people 3 yers younger than you, and load of pointless “ahh i don’t want to shoot” girls and a load of guys who on first appearence you would guess them to be high.
It really is pretty high on the shit scale, although maybe if i do it again with people i know it might become slightly funner, possibly if done with ones girlfriend – there are lots of dark corners.

Now that that rant is over i can go back to today, yes. Wednesday, the day which i have games periods 5+6.

[Correction] The day i have 2 free periods after lunch.

Yeah, I tend to not go to games. Today was no different because i’m awesome and such like.

It was infact, a trip to morrisons, then a trip to Louis’ with Russell and myself. (obv) where we did a little bit of moshing and Russel got a nose bleed. What a shame.
Then there was a little bit of twister and budling which could well be mistaken for some kind of gay 3some, but don’t worry ladies, I took pictures. YEAH BABY! : O

There were video’s but that’ll have to wait for another day.

Overall it was a pretty good day. Then i walked from Louis’ house to Stags. In half an hour, I walked very quickly to meet ones Girlfriend (yes she deserves the capital G) then I walked her back to town although she refused to let me walk her home, Which i was very disapointed at as it meant I had to get my bus with annoyingly loud black children. Not that i have anything against black people, its just… They are loud. I would say the same thing about annoying loud white children, its just there aren’t any on my bus. Well sometimes there are, but it is mostly black children. Damn those Naggers. (Watch south park then you”ll realise what i am actually saying. As much as it appears to be racial, a Nagger is someone who annoys you. So Ha, cant get me done for being racist!

This is really turning into a little bit of an Essay, so Ha! Read it all you faggot! : O

Anyway, I’m off for now, this is currently 600 words including these bits which i am writing know, see I am awesome and worked backwards much love to you.

I think not!

Wells, today. Blah, school is gay and i’ve had a crazy bad headache all day : / not funnn : (
Also, I was meant to be meeting my yummy girlfriend after school, thing is she has parents evening and is staying in school until afterwards, unfortunatly for me,  I didn’t find this out until i was already basically there. So off I trotted back to town after a short phone chattage with said girlfriend. I then remembered, I had skipped a DT to meet her. Pretty bad eh?

Well there i was thinking hmm so I’m going to get bollocksed for not going to the DT and i’m not even seeing her. Doubly bad right?
Not quite, that nice walk all the way down harpendan road was good for me, nice bit of exercise never did anyone any harm. (Yeah I probably am going crazy – exercise sucks)

So, little old disgrunteld me goes home at normal time, then settles down into homework and a nice bit of FlatOut 2.  I then get told i have a guitar lesson tonight. O Joy of Joys! Great. Now I need to do guitar practise, Humfph : /

So, that is what i am about to do. Guitar practise. What a load of Sh*t. Yuppp.

Meh, Night All.

-xXx-