Walk On Wat- Grass… Otherwise You Will Be In The Water Which You Could Drown In.


Uh…
March 24, 2008, 6:03 pm
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Its All Gone Down Hill For Me…

Right From The Start.

Should really explain, this, but I’m a lazy fucker.



God Damn
March 15, 2008, 10:21 am
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Hippies.

I need a wee but I cant be arsed to go. I’ve got a blister from yesterday. I need a shower. I have a hench pile of work to get through. I can’t think of anything intersting to put here. I cant even remember the song I wanted to listen to last night. I’m very slowely moving my posters around. Very silly of me to use cellotape, it is pretty messy. I dont care though, I just want posters. They look incredibly neat right now. I want Johnny Depp on my wall. I’m sexually frastrated, damn leg thing.

I will try to fix you. I’m tired. I have trouble with not flirting with people, it pisses me off, then I go home. Drizzle is good to walk in if you are walking fast. Wind makes this hard. Dont walk if your shoes are uncomfertable.  I would know.

Lights will guide you home… and I will try to fix you.

Hmm I really need a wee now, so I think I shall go and merge my shower all into one trip. Much more useful.

Have fun ya’ll.

xxx



This is how you get by…

the moral this time is girls make boys cry…

mmm today was a bit shitttt crap lessons, then mills match which was okay, consisted of me sitting on a concrete step watching some really bad football between 6th form and teachers. Mr clarkson didn’t even get a chance to kick the ball. It was terrible. but yeah, then it was off up 2 stags to meet people which I did and yeah sat around for a while and did shiitt then went to waterstones and I managed to get everyone kicked out by saying masturbate to loud… cause thats obviously a good reason. But the blah screw doing anything, went home. Walked home. New record. Pretty pleased with my self. only took an hour. pretty good since previously it was 1 and a half hours.

Twas nice to do it again – been ages since i walked that far – but it was a shame it was drizzling the whole time. Not that it bothered me, its just i got home rather damp and no one is here. so i’m home alone which is always fun. I thought i could just sit and relax but no : / silly charity person comes to the door and she looked like she’d been out in the rain longer than me so i couldnt say no, so theres me running around the house looking for money, which i failed at doing and gave away another pound of my own money to charity. thats 5 quid in the last 2 days. grrr damn charity people : /

But yeah, I’m sorry for getting you all kicked out of waterstones – was a bit harsh to say you hated me though. Gawwd…

Anyways, off to have a wee, have a good night ya’ll I’m going to watch a movie or skins so deal with it.

I may add a photo of mills match here if i can be arsed at some point…

Nightxxx



Yo Home To Bel-Air!
March 9, 2008, 11:36 am
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Now this is a story about how my life got flipped turned up side down…

Will Smith is a freeky cool man… Heehee

But yeah, I’ve been bit bored lately, though yesterday was good, full of fern, george, birds, BHS, toby and various other things. OH LOL TO GEORGE AND TOBY : O

but yeah been getting back into photoshop and made some new sigs : )

so yeah lookies:

Dare Devil Sig

Energy Core Sig

Green Girl Sig

So what you think? Its been long since I’ve done anything on photoshop so its taking a while to get back into it really. Though I have way to many brushes already… : o

But yeah, That’s it for now, it’s to early in the morning to write much so yeah. Just marvel at my wonderous work… : /

Have a nice dayxxx



I’m Sorry This Wasn’t Easy…

I asked you belive me…

Yeah, it’s been a while, comparative to the time between me posting previous message as such. It’s just, nothing of much interest has happened. I’m just going to have to put together a random post which probably won’t be that interesting, BUT! It’s a friday, so I’m happy for now, I just need to arrange to meet ma petite amie, then I shall feel wonderfulll : ) But yeahhh, Going to town with mes amis George et Fern le samedi soir. So she could come then, or I could arrange for Sundays. Hums!
What a difficult desicion.

Also I do apologise for the french. I feel like I’m in a french mood. Oh Mys. Probably making up for the French cover lesson we had today with the women who can hardly speak English, let alone French. That was an odd lesson, sadly mien freund Alex was not there, and the other Matt is shit to talk to. (He’s gay by the way) So basically I sat and listened to music, as that is what I do best.

Also I apologise for the German, I don’t even do German, WTF? Ahh well I must be in a languagy mood today. I do apologise if you don’t understand French or German. Next I’ll be speaking in Russian : o

Но в любом случае, я поехал в город сегодня, на короткое время с моей подругой, но большинство с Папоротник, как она ждала Коннора, который никогда не был так она отправилась домой.

O shi- Yeah.. I don’t speak Russian unfortunately : ( so for those of you like me who cant read it, It said:
But anyway, I went into town today for a short time with my girlfriend but most with Fern as she was waiting for Connor, who never came so she went home.

So when Fern went home I got on mien bus and sat on mien freund Emma’s lap all the way home as there were no other seats and she requested it. (bit odd) but yeah, she is like 16.. but she looks much older. Its rather confusing. In a sexually explitic way. She secretly wants to be Santa Clause. Best to not ask.

Lamppost

Thats a really old picture, but its purty, So it is alright. Lamp post = )

Anyway I’m getting a tad bored with trying to find things to write about so things happen so meep : ) I shall be seeing ya’ll around…

xXxbubixXx



With the power of ale…

he could not fail…

Okay, maybe I didn’t have any ale today, but I didn’t fail! Thats a good thing!

Started the day shitty, felt worried all day then bang. 15-30 minite hug, I wasn’t counting but It was somewhere round there. I’m happy again. So Connor can fuck off : ) (Once again)

Right now I be sitting at my desk eating dinner deciding whether to do homework, stay on msn or play a game. Pretty tough desicion. Help?

I’d just like to make the point that I know, up til now, this blog has been incredibly emo, hopefully as long as I stay happy it will be a tad more cheerful : ) SCOTTISH PIRATE METAL is amazing by the way. I must thank my half scottish friend for directing me at this pirate metal : O Its really freeking awesome.

Ooo new plan, basically I have this well old shitty 3/4 sized guitar, so I’m going to sand it all down, fix it up and make it look awesome. Then I will have an AWESOME 3/4 sized guitar rather than a shitty one. Good idea no?

Yeah, may add more but until then, Goodnightxxx



10 days in…

…and it’s still shit.

Yeah pretty much, although i’m about to have a guitar lesson so i’ll fill you in then.

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Guitar lesson… mehhh he complained that I didn’t know how to find the Relative Minor and that i didn’t know what number certain modes were when we haven’t even learnt any of it. Damn hippy.

Anyways… I need her… I miss her… I need to talk to her…

: (

What have I done…

Night..x

I retract the previous statement about how self harm doesn’t work. It does. Just don’t do it. It’s bad for you.

: (

xx



Hitler Vs. Stalin
March 1, 2008, 7:50 pm
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Now before I go on, this is purely to make my friend happy. Obviously I know these men both did bad things. But due to an earlier statement, I must apologise for insulting our dear deceased friend Mr. Hitler.

Okay, basically while my friend was reading my blog he read the bit that said, Hitler can go die in a hole somewhere. He then proceding to tell me that I couldn’t dis hitler. An argument then started about who was better, Hitler or Stalin.

In the end we decided that really they both did pretty much the same thing. So George, here it is.

I am sorry i dissed Hitler.

Although Stalin was obviously so much better as he was Russian, plus he killed lots of races, not just Jews.

Although on the more humain side, Khrushchev was better than most of them as he just put people he didn’t like in far away places rather than killing them. I like humain people. They are hawt.

Although Hitler and Stalin both had rather beautiful moustaches.

Putin ftw! : O

xxx



Holy Freeking God Of Lol

Ahh yes..

http://www.youtube.com/v/ZA1NoOOoaNw&rel=1&border=0

Is that not the most retardly amazing video you have ever seen, I’ve just watched it 3 times now and I feel as if my brain is melting.

Help?

Now slighlty more importantly.

Pirate Metal Rocks. Period.

Everyone must listen to Alestorm – Captain Morgans Revenge.
Better yet download the whole album. It really is amazing

O

Anyways, Bye.



Urgh.
March 1, 2008, 2:50 am
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Nevermind.

Since that last post, I have: binged eaten, thrown a razor blade out the window, drank an awful lot of coke, channel skipped, binge ate some more, watched a program on Virgin1 or whatever it is, which was practically porn(it was called sexcetera) but it did show me how sex obsessed Americans are, drank a cup of hot chocolate, channel skipped some more, and went o the toilet. I am now contemplating going to bed as it is 2:30 although SkyNews is rather interesting.(did you know taliban extremists are calling for the beheading of Prince Harry, but he still wants to go back and I quote “bangers and mash with gravy in a bag would be, awesome.)

But over all I’ve calmed down a bit, surviving it all without hurting myself.  Pretty impressive – Binge eating helps as an alternative to cutting as long as you don’t care about how you look. Luckily for me I have a high metabolism. Go me.

But about earlier, some people have problems. Which you cant help, although shouting about it doesn’t actually help. It just gets people confused and then its surprising how many people give you attention. It really is quite annoying so it probably wasn’t such a good idea, but still. I am quite annoyed about what happened still, but it is alright as I can just look to the future. The futures bright, the futures Emily.   Exactly.

But now, I’m getting a tad tired and I really am to lazy to continue typing. Plus it is almost like 3 now so it’s getting later and later, and I’m getting more and more lazy. I might try to consume more caffeine soon.

Before i go, this is to keep you smiling:

lol cat

Night All.

xxx