Walk On Wat- Grass… Otherwise You Will Be In The Water Which You Could Drown In.

Please?

Shit fucking happens. Sometimes, but you know, sometimes, just sometimes, shit doesn’t happen, and something good comes your way… Something which will change your life. Something which, previously, may have been something or someone you didn’t quite understand or get to know as well as you should have.

However, once you do understand, once you’ve gotten over the little problems. Great things can come from what previously may not have appeared to be very good. You may have realised.. this is like the reverse of “Kill Me Now”. That is because, for one, I’ve changed since then, and my opinion of the person in question has changed dramatically. Two, I’m going out with her.

Now the whole self harm issue raised in the older post… I still think it’s bad. After having been there. It’s not a good idea, it can help to a point. But it’s addictive. However sadly i occasionally do it simply because i like the taste of blood : ) but that was ages ago : ) and i don’t do it often, and normally only suck my blood if i hurt my self by accident. so it’s alright ;D

But self harm isn’t a good idea : )

Also, who cares what a friend is. It’s good to have a friend, but what is the definition of friend? I cba to look it up so pfft. Basically, i believe your friends should stick with you through thick and thin. They don’t like something they can go away : ) I’ve foun out who my real friends are. moslty people who couldn’t give a crap what i do. Which is good really : ) but they are also the people who i trust to look after me if i ever get to a point where i need that. They are legends really, so thats what i think friends should be. If they cant except who you are, screw em : )

Now this paragraph… i cba with.. Yeah certain things hurt other people, but life isn’t all peaches and cream.. sometimes shit happens, and people come out of it differently, right now, i think i’ve come out quite well and i dont really plan on creating problems like that for myself again : ) at least not for a while So right now I’m happy. and I think you should be happy to, because you have me : )

Shit happens. Yeah? Not always, for example: You happened : ) You happened. today and yesterday and many days before that, so I rather enjoy it. You are great : )

Screw me. Please? : )

I love the contrast. It’s great But you have to believe me eventually : )
People can and will love you, for you. It’s not a physical impossiblity : )

Love.

Deep-Seatedly : )

Like Stuff : )

I like vampires again : )

xxx

When you’re little, and the world is so big.

Its true isn’t it? Promise’s mean everything when your a little kid… Your parents promise to take you to the zoo, but something happens and they don’t take you. Kids through a great big tantrum. Now I wonder if they would act differently if they knew the strain it put on their parents. Especially if the reason for them not going was because of a family member dying…

You don’t think about death when your little. It doesn’t effect you. You don’t notice it. You don’t know about it.
I really don’t know where this is heading. But maybe, if kids understood things properly, they wouldn’t be such a burdon to their parents. I guess thats pretty easy to talk about. Not gonna happen though.

Oh well what a nice topic to start tonight on… but seriously I love that song.
Wonderful – Everclear you have to listen to it, It’s freeking awesome

I’m in pain. Repeatedly. I have also just lost interest in writting this.

Night all

xxx

Not much has changed but they lived underwater,
And your great, great, great grand daughter,
Is pretty fine.

Not much has changed. But I’m much closer to my GCSE’s now. Less than 2 weeks. Really, Really, Gay. Repeatedly.

Apart from GSCE’s everything is pretty good. “Fuck It” is a very, very good phrase. I’ve said it to a lot of things lately.  It’s mighty good.

I’m improving = ]

Alsooo I found busted posters today Busted are acutally amazing. It be going on my wall again  : )

LOVE IT = ]

I need to find a way to avoid arguments but I also need to make my mind up. I should also stop being so optimistic. Otherwise I get dissapointed.

I should also make sure I make sense more.  That would help with a lot of things.
That means thinking about what I say before I say it…

Prom = Fuck It
Revision = Fuck it
Sleep = Fuck It
Eating = Fuck It
Thinking Clearly = Fuck It
Paying attention to parents = Fuck It

Listening to the people i care for most =

Yeah : )

Love youuuuu

xxxxxxxxxxx