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Please?
Shit fucking happens. Sometimes, but you know, sometimes, just sometimes, shit doesn’t happen, and something good comes your way… Something which will change your life. Something which, previously, may have been something or someone you didn’t quite understand or get to know as well as you should have.
However, once you do understand, once you’ve gotten over the little problems. Great things can come from what previously may not have appeared to be very good. You may have realised.. this is like the reverse of “Kill Me Now”. That is because, for one, I’ve changed since then, and my opinion of the person in question has changed dramatically. Two, I’m going out with her.
Now the whole self harm issue raised in the older post… I still think it’s bad. After having been there. It’s not a good idea, it can help to a point. But it’s addictive. However sadly i occasionally do it simply because i like the taste of blood : ) but that was ages ago : ) and i don’t do it often, and normally only suck my blood if i hurt my self by accident. so it’s alright ;D
But self harm isn’t a good idea : )
Also, who cares what a friend is. It’s good to have a friend, but what is the definition of friend? I cba to look it up so pfft. Basically, i believe your friends should stick with you through thick and thin. They don’t like something they can go away : ) I’ve foun out who my real friends are. moslty people who couldn’t give a crap what i do. Which is good really : ) but they are also the people who i trust to look after me if i ever get to a point where i need that. They are legends really, so thats what i think friends should be. If they cant except who you are, screw em : )
Now this paragraph… i cba with.. Yeah certain things hurt other people, but life isn’t all peaches and cream.. sometimes shit happens, and people come out of it differently, right now, i think i’ve come out quite well and i dont really plan on creating problems like that for myself again : ) at least not for a while
So right now I’m happy. and I think you should be happy to, because you have me : )
Shit happens. Yeah? Not always, for example: You happened : ) You happened. today and yesterday and many days before that, so I rather enjoy it. You are great : )
Screw me. Please? : )
I love the contrast. It’s great
But you have to believe me eventually : )
People can and will love you, for you. It’s not a physical impossiblity : )
Love.
Deep-Seatedly : )
Like Stuff : )
I like vampires again : )
xxx
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I like the taste of blood too, and it is addictive, but of course it is not healthy.. Owells, haha.
Have you ever read any books by Johnen Vasquez? Graphic novel, I should say.
Comment by Franswa June 24, 2008 @ 5:30 amHaha, there isn’t much of a question- self-harm is obviously bad. Harm of any type is technically “bad.” When people do it, they definitely aren’t thinking “This is good!” they’re thinking “I need this” and “Fuck everything.” I feel bad about self-mutilation or harm, but almost everyone abuses themselves in some way or another. I wish it were not so addictive.
Friend. That’s a word that seems a lot more complicated than it is. I never find a definition that appeases me quite enough. A friend is not guaranteed to stay with you forever, but they are your friends as long as you talk, share experiences, even if it’s not virtual, and care about to a fair degree. That is a friend.
I didn’t know you were a sex-addict, haha. Also, what the hell does cba mean?! Haha.
Comment by Franswa July 18, 2008 @ 7:03 pm