I got me two people to help me garden today… however I think they are just gonna be like… talking.. while I work. however it is still company isn’t it. sooo… woooooo? Will try get pctures. xxx
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Well yeah, as I said in the last post I had the intention of going back out once the weather was nicer. I did. for another 1h45m ontop of the 1h I did earlier. So, you know in the last picture I had just got to the line of rocks you can see just next to the roof in this picture…
As you can see… there is still lots to do… but that has me £11 for today.
I am looking for anyone interested in doing some free labour to help me tomorrow. You will be paid in… bread and water, in plentiful amounts. Anyone interested?
Contact me… In the most imaginative way you can.Goodtimes.
Bai.x
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Afternoon m’dear readers (like… 3/4 of you?)
How are we all?
I am good, a little sleepy as always but that is what teenage life is about is it not? Always being sleepy and stuff.. yeah. I dunno I could ramble on about sleeping all day if I wanted to but that would seem mildly pointless as that is not what the topic of this post is about. As you’ve probably guessed from the title this is gonna be something about Gardening (OH GAWD.) It isn’t as bad as you think. I won’t go on about it for the whole time which is why I figured I would continue with some updatage on what is happening in my life which you missed a whole year of… but mainly what has happened in the last week…or month… i forget… because I don’t know about you… but I cant remember what I was doing a year ago.
So yeah, this will cover Gardening, Music, Modelling, Money and Sonisphere… (hopefully with pictures)
Just over a year ago I was listening to what could only be described as emo music. Quite a lot of the time. And I was in one of those stages where I start almost all my posts with song lyrics that held little meaning to what the post was about. In the cases that they were linked it would be because I had listened to a song… then copied the lyrics then wrote a post talking about the lyrics. For Example, “Promises mean everything when you’re little and the world is so big” or some such words. Having reread that it makes no sense what so ever. I think I was in a bad mood or something. Maybe I’d been hit in the head and lost a few brain cells. I dunno. Back to the point. One of the bands I used to listen to at that time was Mayday Parade.
This has long since changed. Don’t get me wrong. I still like a bit of Mayday but I am not basing my very existance on them. : |. So you know the state of which I listened to them, I (and my friends) can remember a day a long time ago when I didn’t talk to anyone and just listened to my mp3 player the whole day. (yeah I was pretty emo and grumpy)(Oh and if you are wondering how I managed a whole day at school without a teacher noticing my head phones… I had long hair at that point) Guess what I listened too for the whole day. Mayday Parade – A Lesson in Romantics, on loop. For the whole day. I must have listened to that album 6/7 times that day… BADTIMES!!
So now, I am just that maybe a little bit more mature and don’t act like a grumpy kid anymore (well.. not always..) and now I have a much wider range of music however… I have gone a litttttle bit haywire these last few weeks. Not really in my taste of music… but more in my method of listening. I can tell you are like “wut 0_o” right now cause it doesn’t make much sense, but now rather than craving newer technology like everyone else is at the moment, I have taken 3 steps back… (vinyl<-tape<-cd) and now I have got me a vinyl player. and a couple of vinyl records, that will be greatly exapanded on saturday where I am picking up at least 9 new albums.
I don’t know why I am so fond of vinyls really, but it is like… old fashioned and the sound you get is different. Like I can listen to a vinyl then listen to a CD and find that the CD sounds… well.. right. I know it sounds silly but I don’t want it to sound right I want to to have that crackle and the slightly warped sound. It makes it more… nice. aha. Nice is such a good word. Year 7 food tech… We weren’t allowed to describe anything with “nice” but now I can.. mwahahahahaaaa.
Right now I have Paul Simons(Graceland) and Bruce Springsteen(The River). I have been listening to Paul Simon mostly as it has You Can Call Me Al on Side 2 which is a great song. But soon, I shall have many more. AND exciting news, I’ve just bought Enter Shikari(Take To The Skies) on Vinyl. Which is immense. cause well… It is. : O
Well that is music done and dusted. What is next on the agendddaaaa!
Ahee! Modelling, that links on well from music. As you will know if you had read my previous posts I made a brief reference to me having gone to Glastonbury Festival. And while this seems to be on the topic of music still it links to Modelling. While I was standing minding my own business watching Lily Allen, a man next to me leans over and asks if I had been scouted before. As this was a very peculiar thing to ask me I was understandably confused. Turns out, he was an agent for mandpmodels who are a modelling agency. So while I was watching Lily Allen, with my hair unwashed in 2/3 days I got scouted for a modelling agency. How surreal is that. I went in a couple of weeks back for them to take some polaroids and see if they actually wanted me and they did so woop? I haven’t done anything yet though, I got a call about maybe doing one but I didn’t get picked for it. So badtimes, but I’ma still waiting for stuff. If you wanna check them out it’s http://www.mandpmodels.com
Two down, however many more to go.
Money right now, is a hench issue for me. I haven’t had a chance to do babysitting in a while so that has meant no income apart from pocket money(how childish am i?
) which I only get once a month, it really doesn’t last me long. So I am struggling to get money to pay for me to do all sorts of things like go into london to see my yummy girlfriend and uh… yeah. So basically if I don’t have money I cant see my girlfriend, and that makes Matty sad. : ( BUT this leads nicely onto Gardening. I have found a way around my money issue by doing gardening for my parents which they are paying me 4 quid an hours for. Which is shit all but I can cope with that, an hour goes pretty quickly when you are actually doing it. So I have had a number of tasks for me to do, but mainly I have to tidy my front garden. Which means weeding. Now my front garden is a mess. There are more weeds than actual plants.
All the green, apart from a couple of bushes are weeds. My job is to remove those weeds because we are going to redesign our front garden to make it pretty. I know in that picture it looks suprisingly nice… but it really is scanky. I woke up today thinking, I know, I will get 3/4 hours of gardening it to get me some money. So I got into my messy clothes and started doing some gardening. 1 hour in and it pisses it down so I stop with the intention of continuing once the rain stopped… unfortunately, i started writing this, which is now longer than 1200 words. (pretty beasty) and it hasnt been raining for quite a while now. But I am too easily distracted. Unfortunately the roof in the bottom left corner blocks out the work I’ve done. You can just see where I’ve started up between the two rocks though. After I have made that pretty I will probbers be tidying the bushes on the otherside of the drive… and there is a tree there that’ll need tidying as well.(it likes to lean into the pavement) So that is all my crazy gardening.
Unfortunately I have left myself with sonisphere which I cannot link into gardening really so I shall have to talk about that in another post another day. Or later today. I don’t know, depends how bored I get but I don’t want to be writing a post that is over 1500 words so I shall cut it off here before it gets there cause that is just LONG.
Have a nice day guise and gals.
xxx
Now I know I said I would write more because it is summer… but SERIOUSLY? 3 in one day, that is getting a little much don’t you think?
I think it proves how CRAP my holiday is at the moment. Okay, that is a lie. It has been really good up til now, especially Sunday and Monday, those have been good days. VERY good days. They made me smile like a looney.
Anyway, Wind River, is a film, like a cowboys and indians films… but it is a true story… about like a white kid who gets taken by indians and becomes a great indian warrior or something. Don’t know why I own it… but it is good so I’m happy.
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Yeah. This is the new theme. I quite like it, especially the slight name change. It fits well with the default background.
Pretty don’t you think?
Oh and I widgitted it up. I have my Twitter. (I don’t update it that often so don’t be expecting anything amazing on there.
Annnnnd, I have my Tag Cloud, which I think is pretty funky. I will have to start using tags different amounts to get it all pretty like.
I think it looks quite yummy.
Yeah. Bye. x
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Due to my lack of originality and failure at creativity I have chosen to opt for the least time consuming and effortful form of a fresh start. By this, I mean changing the layout of my blog and making it look less depressive. Then writing a nice (maybe) long (possibly) post to explain things up til now.
Life… is actually pretty random. I’m sure you all know this. But I guess if you are like… religious you think that everything is planned out for you. But to be honest with you guys, how can everything be planned out for you. The amount of people in the world… God would have to be like… amazing to be able to think up lives for every single person in the world- wait… God is supposed to be amazing isn’t he? I struggle at deciding upon what god looks like because while the stereotypical image is of the giant old man who is all wise and that but that is a bit boring really. If God could be anyone you wanted him/her to be and you could spend as much time as you wanted with him or her (after all God can be everywhere at once) and there was proof that this was true… I would defo be a religious nut just so I could make my God someone totally awesome and have an awesome eternity… Haha, back up at “I struggle…” I had a point to say about all this, but now I have gone and forgotten it so I’ve just gone and rambled for the whole of the last paragraph. BAD TIMES little man, bad times.
Oh shi- yeah, it really has been a long time since I last wrote anything on here. Bad times and good times are now like… my new phrases to say to pretty much anything. I’m sure there were another two, quite similar, but i have forgotten them at this moment in time. (NOW THAT- IS BAD TIMES.) I dunno, I have got a few people saying it. But then there are people who don’t appriechiate my saying it. For Example, Guy A(I shall not use names because he will dislike me for it) has a lil bit of a fuck buddy, Girl A. Now they are at it quite often. So as Girl A’s real name is something silly which I cant remember, I refer to Girl A as GoodTimes Girl, as she give Guy A a good time. Quite literally. But Guy A doesn’t like me calling Girl A that and he complains, regularly. Again, badtimes
Anyway, I am making this blog happier as I have become a happier person. I had originally thought to create a new blog and leave this as a graveyard of memories, but now that I think about it I like being able to read over my past and remember times. Now I know pictures are worth 1000 words, but I didn’t take any pictures so these words shall do a better job than any picture. A second reason for keeping this blog rather than changing it is due to the fact that it has covered two relationships and my worst teen years… Now I know that it seems silly to want to remember my worst teen years but there are good times in there. Which I want to remember so yeah. So, this is my relationship standing.
The start of this blog to a bit after Febuary? Maybe? That was me going out with Emily.
From a bit after breaking up with Emily I started going out with Fern.
Now this is where the trail goes cold on the blog, as I stopped blogging in July of 2008 there was nothing to keep y’all updated on my love life (not that you care) but anyway, so you all know, My relationship with Fern lasted just over a year, was good but then it was like OH SHI- this is crap. So we split up… just before Glastonbury 2009. (Which I went too.. FUCK YEAH!) <- that was good times. Then. A bit after that(19th of July), I started going out with Lois, (who may I add is actually awesome.) So now we are here, I am going out with Lois and all is good and stuff.
It is funny because this really has been an emotional rollarcoaster of my life. I have matured now (a little bit maybe… okay. alright yeah. not much…. oh don’t give me that look… I HAVE DAMNIT!!!) and the proof that I have matured is in the fact that I actually shock myself with some of the things I wrote about. It makes me laugh… but it is quite bad.
See now I have hit the… I’m sure I was meant to be talking about something in this post but have forgotten wall. There was definately something I wanted to say but it has gone. So, if you don’t mind I will ramble for a little more.
WalkOnWaterOrDrown does sound rather emo, but I feel that it can still be used for the title of a happier blog because it is just like, yeah it is a challenge, that is what life is. One hench challenge. So Iam keeping the title – If I was changing it I wouldn’t have bothered with all this and just created a new blog… facepalm.jpg. In terms of the new layout and stuff… I haven’t looked yet but I think something plain, light colours. a contrast to the darkness of it as it is now. Fresh start is what I was aiming for so getting a lighter theme seems to be fresh.
Yeah.
I should have a drink or something because all this brain work is pretty tiring. And I just got back from a hench dog walk. (I say just got back… i have sorta had time to write all the above since i got back…) oh and, ( I say hench… it was only medium… i guess.. maybe… yeah.)
Do you have any idea how hard it is to write a lot about one thing without getting sidetracked? This is why I just ramble in blogs because I don’t know what will keep you entertained, however my rambling entertains myself when i read it back so the logical conclusion is that it is mildly entertaining? maybe a little? So really… yeah. I will continue to ramble helplessly unless someone give me something to talk about so leave me a comment or something and I will try and write about it.
This seems like it is getting long so I will cut off there. It is the summer now, so generally that means free time. So I can write these lots. Good? y/n?
Have a good daaaaay. x
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Wouldn’t you say?
You would. But you don’t know what I am on about yet. So basically. It has been a hell of a long time since I wrote my last blog post. (yeah July14th of last year.) A LONG time ago. So I have started, on request, to blog, once again.
However. I have decided that this blog has been an emotional rollarcoaster and has, for the most part documented my worse years/months of my teenage life. For this reason, I have decided to put a stop to this abomination and create a new happier blog.
From this day onwards this blog shall become a graveyard of memories, and tomb that is best left untouched.
I shall post one last message with the URL for my new blog once it has been created.
It’s been an interesting time.
x
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It looks terrible.
according to me, but not fern. So I dunno. AHHH : (
kbai some mores.
xxxx
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I’m getting a hair cut today = ] will be jokes.
Going from okayish to this:
I think it will look rather good. It shall also be my Oz hair. Because I need to make a good impression with Oz people so i must have shexy hair. Not that there will be anyone to impress besides my family : |
Faggots.
kbai
xxx






